My 4th semester's academic life was all about breaking down. The subjects on 4th semester are extremely tough, lead me to hopelessness, made me really a quitter.
I was praying for completion of those subjects. I was not wishing for As. I was wishing for any grade, any predicate that will let me pass and complete the 3rd year. I was OK with C, I was OK with "enough" or "fair" predicate. Anything, as long as I could pass and don't have to read Moran Shapiro or Callister again for my entire college life. Dear God, please........
And that was it, God granted my wishes. I got Cs on those subjects. And by the way, C's the minimal, lowest grade to pass subject in ITB. And triple C were enough to lower my GPA.
Either no one know what will those grades be if I try harder. So I shall someday pray for the best, ask for more patience and power to pass life problems, and be more grateful.