This situation is not the first time. In fact, this is the 2nd in the year.
Just a night before this situation arrived, I had a discussion which mostly were about my ambition - not in a really positive way, but it was more like "why am I here, why that person is there".
I was being super critical with my fate that I feel like Allah sends me a reminder to take it slow. To be able to feel again: what is actually my priority and how my battle supposed to be fighting this negative feelings and twist it to more productive way that is not hurting everyone, how my battle supposed to be a lillahita'ala.
The faith will not misguided you and your effort will not go unacknowledged.
This is the time to concern only on my personal growth as a whole person.
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Last night I was supposed to be in another place. Would I be happy if I were there?
